This is always what happens

 Somethings don't click, and I know I have a bunch of shit to do today but I need to get this expressed. I am trying my best, and the only thing that I can take from is how much time I spend with my boyfriend. I know it sounds like a bunch of garbage, oh, she values her relationship more than her homework. but, honestly this may be the worst trimester of my high school career from a grade perspective. I am in class, I am conscious 85% of the time, yet I don't know that certain things are due or that are required of me. It fills me with a great sadness that this is happening, but I am trying to hard to maintain my emotional sanity while being a good student. I have no excuses. It's all my fault.